Facing The Facts...

Ever wonder if you're doing the right thing? If where you are right now, is where you are supposed to be? I've been fighting with thoughts for about a month now and I'm not gonna lie, I've had enough.

Most of the time I'm the one giving you advice and tips on how I have dealt with things in the past but unfortunately I've not mastered this one yet, so I'm not going to be much help.

I find myself thinking a lot about 'what if's' which we all know is such a stupid thing to do. I often wonder what would have happened if I had passed my A Levels and gone to uni, or if I had learnt to drive years ago, all of which are pretty harmless things. However, recently I've been thinking about other things, some of which are pretty big things, life-changing things.

Without going into too much detail, I just imagine what my life would be like if a few things changed and worryingly I think I'd be happier. Only problem is is that I'm scared to make a change.

I wonder if any of my readers have been through this? Or if you are currently? All that I can say is that I truly believe that things will happen if they are supposed to, so hang in there :')

Anyway, sorry if that was depressing, in other news... I've been missing for quite a good chunk of this month haven't I? I'm sorry for that!
Let me catch you up...

On the 9th of May, I traveled to Nottingham to take part in a Warhammer tournament and was there for the weekend. It was awesome! I always love going to Warhammer World, the atmosphere is amazing and you meet really lovely people there. For those of you who are sat staring at you screens wondering what the fuck I'm going on about, it's okay! I don't expect you to know what Warhammer is, it's a table-top game and only for nerds ;)

Apart from that, I've not really been up to much other than working. The only other exciting thing to tell you about is that I have finally bought my learner driving course and my Theory test is on the 11th of June! So that is underway at last!! :)

I hope you're all doing amazingly and that you're having fun in the sunshine! I promise that in June I will go back to doing weekly posts.
Thanks for reading,
Charlotte xxx

It's Been Too Long!

Hello everyone!

It's been ages hasn't it? And I am so so sorry for that!

I have been ridiculously busy and on top of all of that, my computer has died! It's been a HUGE deal as I use it pretty much all day every day, mostly for business purposes so it's been really hard without it. It is still currently down at the moment and won't be fixed for 2 weeks! So I am borrowing a laptop but unfortunately it means that I am unable to post as often as I would like to.

Anyway, besides that it was my brother's 4th birthday on Thursday so it's officially been party central here for the last week or so :)

My brother had such a lovely party on Thursday at a indoor play area. He invited all of his friends from Nursery and they had a brilliant time. I have to admit that even I had a go on the play area, and it was awesome! Then they had a little picnic tea with pizza's, smiley faces and sandwiches and after that the party host took us into another room where the kids enjoyed a disco and played with wigs and blow-up guitars. It was so lovely to see and my brother definitely enjoyed it! The place were the party was held was called 'Imagination Street' and I would highly recommend it if you are looking for somewhere to hold your child's party!

In amongst all these parties I have been working a lot of hours and sleeping the rest haha.. Work is going well but one of my fellow carers is leaving in a few months and so I have to learn to drive in order to keep my job. I am not bothered about this because if I'm honest, I should have passed my driving test a long time ago but I am also nervous to learn and that I won't get in done in time to keep my job. So, I have booked myself in for one of those crash course thingies.. You know the one's? Test ready in 5 days?! It seems crazy to me because most of my friends were learning for months on end but if I can do it, then I would be absolutely over the moon!

That's pretty much everything that I have been up to in the last 2 weeks and again, I am really sorry that I haven't been able to post but I promise, that when my computer is fixed, I will be back to posting at least once a week, if not more!
Thank you for reading and for sticking with me!

I hope you are all doing amazingly and are having a lovely bank holiday weekend :)

Keep smiling and stay positive,
Charlotte xx